When I ask myself why, I know the answer must be simple. It's like a puzzle, and the more complex your expect the answer to be the longer you ponder it, but no matter how long you ponder your surprise cannot be held back when you see really how simple it was in the first… Continue reading Stationary
Most days I hate my body It's because I know you're looking at it. And you are judging the wrinkles and the folds, Eyeing up all the creases and weird bumps. I know you're looking but not seeing me. Instead you're seeing me naked. Your lustful eyes are probing my delicate skin And I can… Continue reading Bare
I was lying there beneath you, you had your face squashed into the crook of your arm and it seemed that your face fitted there perfectly. In that moment I wondered what it was that you were thinking of...because I was sure it wasn't me. Was it your ex? Or the lover you fucked? With… Continue reading Past
My hearts not yours, And it's not his either. Though you thought I would get lost, My strong heart is a survivor. I cast it far, far out to sea, Where it sank down and down, So far, far from thee. You see, Some guys play games, And my mind play tricks, But you gotta… Continue reading Smoke
I began writing a body positive post. It turned into a poem. Then it turned into something ugly. I tried to heal too early. And in the end it just made me feel more broken. I don't want to be broken, but sometimes you can't speed the healing. Healing just takes time. I have kept… Continue reading I tried
I love watching you do everything. The monotonous everything. The way you sit. How you use your hands to type or drive or use your phone. The way your body moves when you're not going any where at all. The muscles structures that hold your back and shoulders and how you hold your head high.… Continue reading Muse
Shrouded in darkness my demons creep from the shadows, The green and the black and the red ones, all out to drag you to the gallows. It's cold down there, no light to see. Don't be afraid, my dear, My demons will set you free.